What I take from this is what I'll get and I haven't quite figured it out just yet

....and this week the trend
was to crash and burn and then return again
to practice the life that I pretend
provides enough to get me through to the weekend

And this week the trend
was to backstab every single one of my friends
and leave a voicemail message trying to make amends
all the while hoping things work out in the end

and this week the trend
was to borrow all the strength that you could lend
to keep my head above the water and not descend
back to where I said I'd never go again

So I say
give me a solution.........
......cause I was absolutely sure I had it all figured out
way back then
but after this day it's this week all over again

I'm still waiting for You to be the one I'm waiting for.

But then, You assure me:
I'm a little more than useless
and when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
and do something right for once.

(Relient K says it all.)